drown in cny atmosphere

i'd changed my flight ticket during cny..hahahaha..
i am reali excited...i can go back to my sweet sweet hometown to celebrate cny!!
honestly, b4 i dun think got any special or difference celebrating cny at home or out of the hometown..now i reali know how special and difference to celebrate cny at my sweet sweet home..
last year i celebrated my cny at west malaysia..the feeling is reali...not very good..
totally dun had the feeling celebrate together with family...
no the tired feeling after clean the house together, no firecracker.. no many many things at home..
oni got new experience to travel on highway...
well, it was not a bad experience too...i traveled to many new places during that cny on 2009.
this experience oso taught me to appreciate my sweet sweet family especially during cny..
so this year 2010..i must go back to my sweet sweet hometown to celebrate cny!!..
thanks God that i can back for the celebration..xD
since last night..i am drown in cny atmosphere...
cny songs played non-stop..even now oso listen to cny songs..
i reali desire to head back to my hometown soon!!
even though next week will fly back soon...hahaha...
Happy Chinese New Year

coming back

lolz..cant remember how long i din update my blog..
start from that bp trip..i seem like totally ignore my blog..
well..through out the periods, start from batu pahat trip on 2009 until today 23 Jan 2010
inevitably there were too much things and events happened...
last sem reali was too busy until i dun hv any time to update my blog...
after finish the semester..i went for traveling with my coursemates and lovely roommate..
it was a wonderful memory for me..as it was my first time to have a trip with friends alone..without parents or any elder..
we drove car ourselves to destination and talked nonsense on the car..
the places that we went for trip were normal but the wonderful part for me is the close relationship and nice atmosphere..feeling throughout the whole trip..
after finish the trip..i went for church's camp in putra jaya..
again..it was a super wonderful and powerful camp..i'd learn a lots about God's word from the camp..
finally i went back to my sweet hometown after the camp..
however, i oni back to hometown for a short period..
began the new semester on 14 dec 2009..
until today where i just completed the mid term test of a subject..
the coming week will be a very busy week since i got 2 mid term tests and a lots of submission..
hopefully everything will go on smoothly...

batu pahat trip...

来到batu pahat已经有4，5天了..
不是去了很多地方，因为大家都很忙，没什么得空出去酱..
去了batu pahat mall shopping...扫了一件衣服和一双高跟鞋..哈哈..
也去了batu pahat 的大伯公庙，跟我hometown的还蛮不一样下...
昨晚就真的够刺激下的咯...和另外一些朋友去了情人桥...
要上去那个地方是要经过一段的山路..像initial D里面的山路酱咯..
哈哈，用这个形容好像夸张了点..
上到上面，有座寺庙，我们就走进去咯...
里面有很大只的巨龙女...真的很大只下，黑红的...
听说摸了巨龙女之后，如果够幸运就会中头奖咯..
我也没有去试，毕竟我是基督徒...
然后我们就去走情人桥，这座情人桥一点都不浪漫咯...==
黑嘛嘛，旁边又没有栏杆围住，那座桥的路还是中间有缝的...穿高跟鞋是肯定不能走的咯..
走到一半我朋友他们还就地坐下...真的是够力恐怖...==
更恐怖的还在后头...去到一个又是黑嘛嘛的海边...完全没有灯光除了月光...
在那个海边还可以看到小猫两三只...==
after that..我个人觉得最恐怖的就是这条路了咯...
on the way 上山上的灯塔...很斜很窄的一段路...
旁边还充满了树木，还有一些好像没人住的屋子...==
我又坐beside driver seat...前面的"风景"是一览无遗咯...
我们下山的时候，根本就是用free gear来下..几斜那条路...
anyway...回到朋友家时大概已经1点了...
还蛮不错的experience...=)

membership day

finally i had decided to follow Jesus..
i still remember on the membership day...
i stand in front of the audience with 10++ other new member..
my new care group leader and shepherd pray for me..
den everyone walk around to congratulate me..
as 1st..my emotion and mood is still ok..
dun have very big up and down..
but..once i saw my ex care group leader...
my drop start to fall down quickly...same thing happen to her..
both of us reali cry till...
i oso never know that i will getting so touch..
my ex care group leader..she is the one who lead and guide me for one year ago..
she never give up of me..even tot i disappointed her so many times..
she is the one who watching my spiritual life grow from a baby to kids..
now it is getting mature...cannot drink milk anymore..
even though she fall down ..but she din give up, she din choose to leave God..
this is another big encouragement to me...
my courage and decision to become a member is a great encouragement to her too..
as she can c i grow up...the one she guides for a long time finally grow up...
reali have to jia you for my spiritual life..

recently owez like to sleep...
dunno why owez feel very tired...
luckily this week is not very busy with the homework..
finally can rest a little while..=)

hmmm...

actuali i dun mean to force anyone...
i know how tired they are...
i reali dun want this to happen...
7 early 8 early..mood not good d..
but still have to be strong...
i wish everyone can be happy...

tmr will be my big big day...
i am going to marry to Jesus...haha..
i will formally become a member of Hope Church...
=)

感性

我发现最近我好像变得很感性...不懂是好事还是坏事..
就昨天一天里面我掉了两次眼泪..
还是对着电脑掉泪....==
昨天，星期四，我早上有quiz，晚上有mid term test..
早上的quiz应该还可以..可是考完quiz我还是很紧张..
因为我还没为我晚上的考试做好准备..还没读完..
其实不只晚上有考试，星期六，星期一和星期三都有考试..都还没准备好..
整个人就是压力很大...
然后我遇到我在msn遇到我"阿妈"..
就希望她wish me good luck in the exam..
结果她没有wish me luck..but she pray for me..
she pray as below:
Dear Lord Jesus, may You bless my lovely Bonnie that she will has the peace and joy in You. Knowing tat You are the reason she rejoice, You are the strength when she is weak. Bless her when You see her heart to glorify You. Lift her up as she humble herself before You. draw her heart close to You. In Your most precious name I pray, Amen.
我真的很感动..当她把这个type给我的时候..
我一边读一边掉泪...
是的，很多时候我都忘记了主是我最大的力量...一定要依靠他才能得胜..
另一个就是我的牧者..也是在msn上...
也是说了一些很鼓励我的话..
所以就又再一次落泪了...
我真的很感谢神，把我带到这里来，认识这个教会，认识教会的人
也更认识Jesus..
Rejoice in Lord~~

乌龟

在三个星期前的星期三晚上..我的roommate拿着鱼缸和两只乌龟进房...
就酱两只乌龟走进了我的生命...
虽然这两只乌龟不是属于我的...但是我承认我这个tortoise-sitter真的有用心去照顾它们..
每天喂它们吃乌龟料，帮它们换水..放它们出来爬..为它们祷告...
虽然有一只一来的时候就没有开过眼睛,也不会什么爬..但是我还是为它们祷告..
希望天父能让它挣开眼睛看这个世界...
果然，在两个星期前，我真的看到它开了眼睛..只是就只有那么一次..
虽然只有一次，但已经很好了..at least 我看过它开眼睛的样子..很有神..
之后，它就一直处于不动状态...
另外一只本来是很活泼的...它会挣开眼睛，会到处爬..
我还把它爬的时候record起来..小小只的东西在动，爬两下就停下来，拍拍自己的头..很可爱...
现在想起，还好我有把它record起来..at least有个东西可以回忆它们..
这只活泼的，昨天早上突然嘴边出现伤口，不清楚它怎么弄伤的..
晚上就看到它流血流到整个嘴巴都是血...
我们就把它放进另一个鱼缸...让它的头可以放在比较干的地方..
at least 它不会因为弄到水而痛苦..
可是..今天早上起来看..它也不动了..
一直到晚上..发出臭味了..我们都知道必须面对现实了..

虽然到最后，它们还是回到了父的身边..但是感谢神让他们进入我的生命..
用它们来向我见证神的大能..让它开眼睛..
这两只乌龟会一直在我心中的..因为它们，我有所突破..
它们是我roommate的爱情结晶品，现在它们死了，主人的爱情也完了...